By eleven o'clock this morning, I had my suitcase 95% packed for next week. I have roughly 75% of my chores taken care of related to my absence from work during DJ's recuperation out of state. Bulldog is managing our finances. We are planning for DJ's birthday this week-two days before we leave for DJ's gender confirmation surgery.
Meanwhile, Romeo needs us to cosign for his student loan and apartment lease which complicates the refinance of our mortgage that Bulldog is trying to finish up. DJ is supposed to be working on her research paper so that she can stay somewhat current with her English class. Goodwrench is plugging along taking care of himself entirely-which is a huge relief.
We are also supposed to be logging every meal that DJ eats. That has completely fallen by the wayside. We all pay close attention to what she eats and how often she eats. We are all very familiar with portions of each food group that must be represented, but we simply cannot seem to remember to keep the log. I also have a little over an hour to complete forms that the school system requires to allow DJ to continue with being tutored at home for the remainder of the school year. Of course, the school system wants to pull the plug on the funds to allow that to happen-that freaking figures. They were supportive of DJ's hospitalization for her eating disorder, but do not seem to consider her upcoming surgery a true "medical" issue that warrants her missing school. I'm sure someone, in his/her ignorance, considers this "elective" not curative surgery.
I would love to battle the school system right now and point out that we have followed, to the letter, the guidelines of the WPATH organization, which the American Medical Association endorses. How the local school system can decide that this is not a medical issue is beyond my understanding. But, I currently feel too compromised to fight that battle right this moment. And I know Bulldog is too. We will likely pay the teacher out of our pocket to keep DJ current with her studies. All we can do is manage what is most important right now.
For instance, Bean was stating yesterday, pretty emphatically I might add, how frightened she is about DJ returning to her public school next year. In fact, she flat out told me I should "be the parent" and refuse to let her. I completely agree, but that will mean scoping out other possibilities for schooling, and having the conversation with DJ to let her know why we do not want to allow her to return to her public school-both of which are beyond our current abilities. We can only focus on what next week holds for us.
I've never experienced something like this before that seems so involved that many of my other faculties are unavailable for other pursuits. Bulldog feels the same way. I mentioned this conversation to him and he replied, "I can't even think about that right now. That's next school year. We'll worry about that after the surgery."
No wonder we have to keep nagging DJ to work on that research paper. She MUST be feeling like this multiplied by, oh, I don't know-a zillion maybe?
Meanwhile, Romeo needs us to cosign for his student loan and apartment lease which complicates the refinance of our mortgage that Bulldog is trying to finish up. DJ is supposed to be working on her research paper so that she can stay somewhat current with her English class. Goodwrench is plugging along taking care of himself entirely-which is a huge relief.
We are also supposed to be logging every meal that DJ eats. That has completely fallen by the wayside. We all pay close attention to what she eats and how often she eats. We are all very familiar with portions of each food group that must be represented, but we simply cannot seem to remember to keep the log. I also have a little over an hour to complete forms that the school system requires to allow DJ to continue with being tutored at home for the remainder of the school year. Of course, the school system wants to pull the plug on the funds to allow that to happen-that freaking figures. They were supportive of DJ's hospitalization for her eating disorder, but do not seem to consider her upcoming surgery a true "medical" issue that warrants her missing school. I'm sure someone, in his/her ignorance, considers this "elective" not curative surgery.
I would love to battle the school system right now and point out that we have followed, to the letter, the guidelines of the WPATH organization, which the American Medical Association endorses. How the local school system can decide that this is not a medical issue is beyond my understanding. But, I currently feel too compromised to fight that battle right this moment. And I know Bulldog is too. We will likely pay the teacher out of our pocket to keep DJ current with her studies. All we can do is manage what is most important right now.
For instance, Bean was stating yesterday, pretty emphatically I might add, how frightened she is about DJ returning to her public school next year. In fact, she flat out told me I should "be the parent" and refuse to let her. I completely agree, but that will mean scoping out other possibilities for schooling, and having the conversation with DJ to let her know why we do not want to allow her to return to her public school-both of which are beyond our current abilities. We can only focus on what next week holds for us.
I've never experienced something like this before that seems so involved that many of my other faculties are unavailable for other pursuits. Bulldog feels the same way. I mentioned this conversation to him and he replied, "I can't even think about that right now. That's next school year. We'll worry about that after the surgery."
No wonder we have to keep nagging DJ to work on that research paper. She MUST be feeling like this multiplied by, oh, I don't know-a zillion maybe?
